• 8:10 AM, Sunday, May 18, 2008
Explaination on Guy's family disband
Ok, we all know that Guy's family suddenly disband on May 1 and there was alot of rumours about Kight going on and no explaination for the disband.Well,Kight finally posted smth on his blog that could shed some light inside and it pretty heart breaking to read...here goes...the tranlsated version.First, to begin with, I’m truly sorry for the way we broke up.I feel that I should write the truth about it.
In December of last year, a certain one of the members was talking about leaving the band.
At first, we talked about getting a new member and continuing on with our activities.
However, in the long run I wasn’t really eager to do that and as the result of really thinking about it, I wanted only the five of us to continue on to the very end.
So then meeting, after meeting [us disbanding] was the repeated result, and the other day on May 1st at Shibuya O-WEST, we planned to have the projector say that our last live would be in August at Akasaka BLITZ.
In all honesty, I was mortified…
I was mortified so much that I cried…
I was the only one who didn’t know that May 1st was our final live and we were disbanding…
In all the meetings we had about it I wasn’t involved, no one ever called out ot me and no one ever told me anything about it.
I didn’t know anything…
Immediately after the live, they told me that at that live we had “disbanded”…
As for the reason, in the message they posted on the OHP they apparently said something I was in bad shape.
I should tell you the truth.
Now, there’s lots of rumours going around about my physical condition.
I did not at all mean for it to seem like I betrayed you guys.
I don’t know if now after all this time you want to hear nothing but excuses, but since the “ROYAL HONEY”tour there was a huge change in both my body and my mind.
I have a stomach illness so I was going to the hospital, and I was also going to a psychiatrist.
You could say I was really alone…
“Isolation”
I was so isolated that I couldn’t stand it…
You plan to believe that you have the same goals and are seeing the same dream, but before you know it you become separated from them.
Being powerless, I couldn’t repair myself.
The me who made Guy’s Family…
The relationships I had with people…Within all those kinds of things…
I couldn’t even talk to anyone…
When my physical condition was bad and when I couldn’t perform well at lives, I wanted to say something…
I wanted to punch something…
I’m not saying that I’m not a bad guy.Because it’s my job to control my physical condition.
Despite that, the five of us could have overcome anything until, as we had decided, we would disband in August and I’d decided to continue singing with Guy’s Family.
I wanted to properly say“Goodbye”
“Thank you”.
Even now I have nothing but regrets about it.
I wanted to sing more.
You guys are probably more vexed than I am, and you probably feel betrayed to the point where you want to kill me.
Thinking about it, makes me feel on edge.
I’m truly, truly sorry.
Saying goodbye like this is inconsolable and although I can’t easily approve of it…
Thank you for supporting Guy’s Family.
I honestly liked the Guy’s Family that we made with you.
Thank you.
And,
Goodbye.
Guy’s FamilyVocal Kight
credits: ST for translation
Feeling: Horrible, i feel like crying ..本當にありがとう..Kight
