• 5:52 AM, Friday, August 8, 2008
a little sorrow
I think i lost it again.The pain that hidden inside pricked my mind.
It bleeds, Why do i have to remember all those feelings
memories of being trapped in a spinning world where somehow i lost myself
"To be strong", i always told myself even if the whole world break down into pieces
i must remain strong, but why do weakness overtake my mind.
I could pretend and smile on,it is easy, Done that like whole of my life.
but why do the sorrow do not fade away, I just want to cry and scream.
But somehow i can't do these anymore, It is as though i disabled myself from expressingthe sorrow inside me.
I crave for someone who could understand me and see me through like i am visible. even if it was a cover, please just stand by me for awhile and maybe i could carried on living like nothing happen. Maybe please help me to cry and maybe tears can wake me up from this distorted illusion.
should i feel miserable?
should i be grateful that i still could feel pain?
should i just smile on.
ココか痛いよ..
疼いてチクって
私は呼吸できない...
悲しいのきもち。。。
でも。。なぞ?
だれか﹐教えて
